Tuesday, March 23, 2010

Not another disco ball.


This is me,
these are the wholes that line my heart and have paved the road to you.
I walk the plank to another day and fall into the cracks that seem so small.
Who can tell the difference between dreams anyways?
Don't believe the words that fall from the lips of the souless, the wholeless & the shameless.
I can argue with you or even myself but who really knows who is right.
I feel your skin even when I am clothed.
Who really needs clothes anyways?
I'm pulling inspiration from a hat of hopes,
in hopes its not just a trick.
If, and when, what if there was no IF?

Sunday, March 14, 2010

Filling in gaps, and building bridges. (photos:Mary,Mary)

Yesterday I decided to wonder around town again by myself. I am finding myself doing this more often, I guess it's just easier to find creativity by myself. I like to zone out and I become incredibly focused, if you know me well you would know exactly what zone I am referring to. First stop, Presidio Park. I didn't find much to get into their, it just seems so BLAH, and typical to me. I stayed their for about 40 minutes tops, I would like to have a model there, I think then I would be more inspired.
I got in my car with not destination in mind, just people watching and scoping out possible places to shoot. I ended up in Hillcrest and at my bridge. Some of you may know of it, many people simply call it the suspended bridge. This is one of the most magical places of my life so far. When I was 14 years old I would run away from home a lot. I have spent many nights under this bridge or on top of it sleeping. Starring at the stars, hanging with my friends and feeling so alive. This was my sanctuary, my safe place and my home away from home. Even as an adult I go to this bridge to now paint, sit and think. It still empowers me in a lot of ways. So, when I got there, there were two girls sitting in the middle of the bridge smoking a joint, laughing, swinging and being so loud. I couldn't help but look at them and recognize a part of me. It was fun, I took pictures and hung out with these two 17 year old girls. I didn't stay long, just long enough and then I went home. On my way home I got a snap shot of my skeleton that hangs in my car. I hope you enjoy the pictures. Have a great day!




Saturday, March 13, 2010

Who Believes In Time? (Poem:Mary,Mary. Photo:Mary,Mary)

There is not reason for time to give us a limit on how we live.
My words have been spoken,
from skies that are broken
and never did exist.
Time is the only way that I
can measure these moments
that we share.
If I could take it,
and hold it forever,
you know that
I would.



Monday, March 8, 2010

Charlie's Photoshoot

Went to my girlfriend's house this morning and took pictures of her dog. He is quite the "ham" and loves the camera. He is not a hard subject to shoot, actually, I didn't stop taking photos all day. LOVE YOU CHARLIE! Enjoy the photos...and YES he LOVED playing dress up....





Thursday, February 25, 2010

We call him Damien (photo:Mary,Mary)

On days that I think I can't do this anymore and I want to throw in the towel and scream "I QUIT",
he comforts my soul and I find peace in those big blue eyes.
He pushes me into the right direction and puts my feet on the ground.
One hug,
One kiss,
One smile
and I melt.
He is my blessing and my reason for living.
I love you Damien.
My dear sweet son.

Tuesday, February 23, 2010

HANDS. (Photos:Mary,Mary)

Poem written by: Bruce Alan Humphrey

Hands live to caress and love.
Hands live to fight and die.
Forever living hands, forever exploring are hands.

Remarkable hands, storied hands.
Hands, hands can build.
Hands can mold, shape, and speak.
Hands can grasp for the heavens, touch it and believe in the make believers.

Through the fingers thoughts explode as pen touches paper.
Tones and melodies erupt from inner emotions becoming reality.
Heart and soul become one as fingers scrawl quickly, feverishly.
Pounding blood surges through the fingers forcing the pen onward, causing tears to fall from an eye.

Truth flows from the mind; the hand transports it into being.
Embracers of the brush, digits move carefully following intricate lines drawn on canvas.
Colors blend together, vibrant, beautiful, soaring to mosaics of sky and water.
The calming sense of touch slows the scene until order graces the fabric.

Forgotten til’ their lost.
Forgotten until they are crippled, hands are taken for granted for their life giving talent.
Bent and crooked they are silenced from the song they once sang.
Memories now distant are relegated to the wall or museums.
Dusty shelves house the books of the once pulsating, vital, movements that the hand generated.

Hands have saved lives and taken them just as easily.
They create the saviors of life as well as the purveyors of death.
Creating and destroying with a single move a finger can move mountains or search the unknown heavens.

Hands live to caress and love.
Hands live to fight and die.
Forever living hands, forever exploring are hands.







Monday, February 22, 2010

My City (photos:Mary,Mary)

Took a long walk today by myself, started off downtown in a parking garage and I ended up at Balboa Park. Took a night stroll. Here are some pictures from my day.




Turkey Day Creations (photo:Mary,Mary)

Made these beautiful side dish/garnishes for Thanksgiving Dinner. It was quite relaxing.



Sunday, February 21, 2010

THE LADY BUG AND THE FLY (photo: Mary,Mary)



WHICH LIFE WOULD YOU CHOOSE,
TO BE A LADY BUG OR A FLY?
ONE IS ADMIRED AND CONSIDERED GOOD LUCK
WHILE THE OTHER IS A NOTHING MORE THAN
A SHIT EATING PEST.
MOST WOULD LOOK AT THIS AS A NO BRAINER
BUT DID YOU KNOW THAT:

*Flies have over 4,000 facets for sight in each eye.
*Flies are attracted by movement more than color.
*Flies have a smelling distance of over 750 yards.
*A fly's feeding range is usually limited to two miles.
*During warm weather, a fly can produce a family generation in less than two weeks.

AND

*Ladybugs are carnivores
*Ladybugs chew from side to side and not up and down like manmals do.
*During hibernation, ladybugs feed on their stored fat.
*They bite in self defense but won't hurt you.
*Female ladybug will lay more than 1000 eggs in her lifetime.
*The life cycle of the average ladybug is between four to six weeks.
*Some species can live for up to 2-3 years.
*As many as six generations of ladybugs may hatch in a year.

NOW YOU CAN MAKE A EDUCATED CHOICE.
I WOULD CHOSE THE LADYBUG.

"When your lost, your lost." (photo:Mary,Mary)



Something Beautiful (photo:Mary,Mary)


Poem Written By: Mary,Mary
The sun hits my face in the morning as I open these two eyes one at a time,
I yawn, I stretch and hold my breath for a moment.
The sun is calling me and kissing me softly as it says
"good morning, I hope you slept well."
I silently agree and face my day.
Morning passes and now the silent moments between
myself and the sun become over shadowed by planes, trains
and many automobiles.
My day becomes compiled and I become too busy
to stop and talk to the sun, the warm one that comforts
me at my most fragile states.
It is not long before the sun begins to disappear into
the great waters and I begin to miss the sun all together.
The sun will never disappoint you in its grace of leaving.
It slowly fades inch by inch and on a lucky day will give you
the most beautiful orange, pink, red and purple smile you have ever seen.
I silently say goodbye to the sun and think of how unselfish the sun truly is.
Always giving, never expecting anything in return.
Good night.