Thowing Sand In An Ocean.

Do you have a thought that inspires you to do things that ordinarily you wouldn't do? Or a dream that takes your imagination to another place? What drives the human mind to wonder into the deepest parts of our creation? We are dreamers and self seekers. Always searching to find the missing pieces that can finally complete us. Ironically we usually are seeking for answers that are right in front of us. I am learning something new everyday and today my lesson is the power of letting go. I want to be more like the ocean, large and capable of anything, but quiet and confident in its abilities. To be like the water with both arms open and able to accept whatever rock is in front of me is my goal. This land, the sand, the ocean and trees all speak to me in very romantic ways. I am not sure why I look at life this way but it keeps my daily life interesting. It’s the small things that make life so worth it all. Take a walk today and love what is around you, feel grateful and exercise your love for in these moments there is nothing you can not achieve and no problem that is too big.We are the designers of our future and YOU ARE AS POWERFUL AS YOU FEEL.

The Diary Of A Fixed Heart

I pressed my face against his warm face and I was re-assured once more that I am a fighter. I closed my eyes and thought to myself, "I can do anything and I am as strong as I feel." His brave little body and story of survival is a breath of fresh air every time my thoughts colide into him. His warmth and tender sounds make me melt every time I see him. He is my hero, my everything, he is the one that has taught me so much and has made my heart grow ten times as big than I ever thought possible. I have been to the darkest corners of my mind in hopes of relief to all my un-answered questions of "why" and "what if's." There are no answers there, only more, just to tangle my thoughts and confuse me deeper. Instead, I am okay with un-answered questions, there is no more need for questions because there is no more need for answers. I am content, and I am freed by this. I am on the road to repair my heart and I am okay with the scars. Life is funny, and I am okay without knowing why, as long as I can keep smiling and growing into the woman that I am destined to be.

Thank You Neko James, you are my muse.