I pressed my face against his warm face and I was re-assured once more that I am a fighter. I closed my eyes and thought to myself, "I can do anything and I am as strong as I feel." His brave little body and story of survival is a breath of fresh air every time my thoughts colide into him. His warmth and tender sounds make me melt every time I see him. He is my hero, my everything, he is the one that has taught me so much and has made my heart grow ten times as big than I ever thought possible. I have been to the darkest corners of my mind in hopes of relief to all my un-answered questions of "why" and "what if's." There are no answers there, only more, just to tangle my thoughts and confuse me deeper. Instead, I am okay with un-answered questions, there is no more need for questions because there is no more need for answers. I am content, and I am freed by this. I am on the road to repair my heart and I am okay with the scars. Life is funny, and I am okay without knowing why, as long as I can keep smiling and growing into the woman that I am destined to be.
Thank You Neko James, you are my muse.
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